It’s been a long time since I could knit a thought together.
My mind is made of strings at the moment but impossible to untie.
You distract me from reality and I forget I have a voice.
I felt so alone but now I feel complete.
I do not need to ask to be heard because you listen before I speak.
You remind me that every day can be better.
Turning adoring music into something more than a hopeful undertone.
You got me in this loop of butterflies and racing beats.
Don’t feel sick like I thought I would.
Nervous to the point that I start to step away.
Yet, you grab my hand and ask to hear my thought.
Secure as if you’ve done this before.
Won’t you tell me all there is to know?
I feel like you and I could be more than just friends.
Got this dream in my head that you might be the one.
Letting an honest half of me become my whole self.
Only you seem to understand what it’s like.