Underlying forces taking a volume in descending perspectives.
Make up the mind of aspect but it will not.
It has shown itself in such a fall.
Brought you down from the clouds to a harsh reality.
Wake up and recognize that you have become nobody.
You start to wonder what your name is.
If you were wrong about the people you love.
Recognize their eyes but not your own skin.
Hope you know that I am here for you.
Hope that you do not find me like this.
It is not what I had in my plan to live out.
Yet, here I am, deeper than the ocean could bring me.
Please bring a makeshift torch to this place without stars.
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The Unsigned Writer 
“Hope that you do not find me like this.
It is not what I had in my plan to live out.
Yet, here I am, deeper than the ocean could bring me.”
This is so beautiful, and so relatable. Lovely writing you’ve been doing here, Jade. 💗
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A Place Where People Will Find the Person
You Used to Be A Place You No Longer
Exist Yes
i’ve been
to This Place of no
Place no Name Before
Behind An Opaque Window
As the World Still Turned and i did not
Listening to a Priest’s Homily Today on
Facebook as i Study Religion For a Hobby and
Human Nature
As All Bi-Polar
Folks Must
Find
Profession
In Life to Survive
And Sure Folks on the
Autism Spectrum as that
too May Come Mixed in Night of Day
too For A Total Eclipse of the Dark Side of the Moon
The Priest Always Tries to ‘Intimate’ The Best He Can and
Will That Love’s Not a Feeling Only A Choice in a Very
Monotone Voice
Not Sure He has
Ever Been to Love
And Disappeared as
the Living Dead as he
Also Ignorantly Said Addiction
Makes No Sense As Science Clearly
Shows Mostly it comes From Being
Neglected And Abused In Purgatory
Forever Growing Up Perhaps a
Priest that Happens too.. For
How Else Could a Person
Justify Taking Away
The Soul of the
Young Any Day
For The Soul
Is No Choice it is
The Fire Inside the
Love that makes Life
Truly Worth Living Loving
The Rest of Nature too as Empaths do too…
I’ve Seen the Fall and the Rise of Angel Wings
i’ve Seen The Death of the Face of a Smile Eyes Without A Soul
too.. i’ve Seen The Moon And Sunshine With No Colors At All…
i’ve Seen A Cloudy
Day As Hell and
Sunshine Same
Yet today He said
Love is Only A Choice
And Not A Feeling that Drives
All That is Truly Great in the World
If Love is Compassion For All With Least
Harm That Fire in the Heart That Refuses to
Go Out And will Never
Turn A Back on
Someone
Sinking Below
the Ocean of Hell…
The Flame That Refuses to go
Out And 8 Years ago on the Last
Day of February 2013 After 66 Months
In Hell Every place in the World Seemed
to not want me around as even as a Dead
Soul i was taking up for the lesser then one
Person said Thank You Out of a Whole Crowd
of Numb Feelings Perhaps With no Reference
Point Like the Monotone Priest only Person then
Who ever Requested to be a Facebook Friend
Just That Thank You then And the Words of my
Soul Started Flowing Like this Again so long
Ago perhaps In Middle School Before i was
Bullied as a Boy Then Who Looked Like an
Ugly Girl Winning A Two Homeroom
With 80 Kids Christmas
Story as the Deeper
Part of my Soul
Came Alive
And it Was Bullied
Out of me in Toxic Patriarchy
for the Next 40 Years of A Desert
of No Colors That Rose Up Out of Deep
The Shallows The Shallows of the Desert Indeed…
Smiles It’s Important When Ya Find Paradise Within
And You Find Ways to Never Let it go to go somewhere
Where Someone Understands Deeply The Other Place of
the Dark Abyss too.. You Really Captured it my Friend indeed
For Just
A Second
i felt like
i was on
the Other side of
that Opaque Window
That Only Those Who have
Gone Will Ever Fully Understand
Truly Not Much Different than Heaven within…
i suppose Churches Could Use Poets More than Scientists of Words….
Anyway My Church As that 80’s Song Goes is the One Under the Milky way
i Spiral Now in Dance And Song No Different Than the UniVerse That is my Parent and me…
February 28th, 2013 was the start of my Soul Coming Back to Life And The Truth is Blogging
Will Save More than a Life A Blog Will Bring A Soul Back to Life With A Never Ending Landing Song
For What is
Treasure
For What
Are We Looking
For More Than a
Dance And Song of
Soul ‘The Child’s’ Eyes
Free Again the Milky Way Breathes Free
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Thank you so much. Your kindness is very much appreciated. You have such lovely words.
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My Pleasure Jade Smiles
Saw Your Name Next to
One of My Comments
Some Kindness
Is Driven
Most By the
Dark Side of The
Moon For it Understands
How Far Away Sunshine
Is
In that Place😊
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That is so kind. Seriously. I really appreciate all your kindness and support. Keep on inspiring, Katie. For real. You’re amazing.
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Smiles If You Like Jade
You May Call Me
Fred i’m the 60
Year Old Guy in
The “Gravatar”
i Always Put my
Wife First Katie
Is Short For
(She Walks
Faster than Me
Carrying 244 Pounds)
Katrina And
“That Girl” Yes
i Married 31 Years
Ago Who Has The
Nickname of Eternal
Teenager as
Named
By Relatives
Now Close to 51
As “Legends Grow”
And Taller Tales True
9 Million Words Free
Verse Poetry Grows
In Modern EPiC Long
Form Poem Uploading
“Singularity” Of
Soul Song As While
Putting Together
A 60 Thousand
Word Plus Free
Verse Long
Form Poem
A ‘Mini-Verse’
2 Week Effort
To Celebrate 9
MiLLioN Words
In 90 Months
Today i Am
Also
Writing
Today
A Celebration
Free Verse Long
Form Poem For Writing
Yes 5 MiLLioN Words
Of Free Verse Poetry
In The Description Areas
Of All my Facebook Profile
Pics In The Last 45 Months
True Technology Has Advantages
Too it Was Nice to Have
Some Connection Shut-in
In Hell in My Bedroom
Deathly Living Dead
Ill for 66 Months
Until July of
2013 At The
Begin of
Staycation
Heaven Within
And Back To The
Legend Part That is
Only Told i Was So
Poor When i Met
My Wife i Promised
Her Soul Would Remain
Child of Love Eternally
Loved By
me Do
Fairy Tales
With Dungeons
And Dragons And
Heroes Come True
It Seems Like in Someways
They Do Yet We Still Take
The Trash Out And There
Will Always Be Underwear to
(She Does Most of “The Work”)
Wash Love Makes It All
Worth It All DarK Thru
LiGHT
This
Is Mystory
And i’m
Still
Doing
It For 90 Months
Of SMiLes And 14,522
Miles Of Public Dance
For if Not Being In
Constant State
Of Autotelic
Meditative
Flow i Might
Not Be Able
To Complete
A Game of Tic
Tac Toe As That
Is What Happens
In Hell When The Colors
Of Life Our Emotions Go
Away Now
Dear
i’ve
Learned
To Paint With
The Colors
Of The Wind
And ‘Pocahontas’
‘That Girl’ Also In
This ‘Avatar Movie’
Never
Seems
To Age
Still Today
People Used
To Describe My
Brain As A Valuable
Commodity Human
Computer i Am No
Longer That “Stone
Cold Bust Of A Statue”
On The Album Cover
Of “Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely
Hearts Club Band” in
Short
i Am Alive
i BREaTHE Create
New Colors of Wind
Now i “ See”/Be i Am
LoVinG FREE ALL CoLoRs🏝😊
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Fred is a very nice name. Sorry about the mistake. That’s really quite brilliant. Thanks again.
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SMiles Surely
Not Your
Mistake
Thanks
So Much😊
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