3 a.m. Thoughts


What would it be like if I wasn’t a writer? To not wake up in the early hours. When the stars are still out, and the moon is taking its turn to explore. Where I cannot fall back into the darkness of sleep because I have too many ideas knocking at the door of my mind. Now, I have to find some paper and pen.

Bookshelves, overflowing with favorites. Chapters that are bookmarked and quotes that are underlined or copied down. Posters of inspirations and a story board that is covered. I can’t stop thinking. What would life be like without all these thoughts? Is this quite the average for a writer or am I losing it?

Rich, blue envelops the room and my voice echoes to the ceiling as I speak out loud, the inspirations. It is music, truly, the sound of questions along with the click of a keyboard. The eccentrics. The curiosity. The webs created by the spider of my conscious is overfilling with the creation that I could imagine up in no time.

Will I ever stop thinking this quickly? Hasty thoughts like individuals, waiting in an excessively, long line. I write down one and the very next is calling my name, begging to be taken note of. This is too much. I have too much to say. Too much to write. Too much to type.

Here I go. Wait…what was that? Write about the indivisible man? Wait…no, write about the soul of the attic? Wait…the writer and the window? Hey, I love that idea about writing a poem on the depth of rain puddles. How can I choose? What will I do?

These three a.m. thoughts are a bit overwhelming. I’m ready to sleep but will my mind ever let me? I am only human but the unsigned writer inside of me will not let me sleep. Word after word is thrown into a jumble of creativity that cannot be ignored.

I suppose that sleep will have to be forgotten for now, so that I may write these words. Maybe, for once, the unsigned writer hiding in my soul will take a vacation. Yet, I believe that’s only a hope. Truth is, I’ll be writing these words for a million years. For if the unsigned writer ever went to rest, I would have to pause a moment too.


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38 Comments Add yours

  1. Yeah, restless thoughts eager to come out.. Totally relatable!

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  2. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you. You couldn’t be more right. So many writers experience the oncome of inspiration at the most oddest of times. 😂

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  3. Ahhh, yes. The fun.. the restless thoughts. The unexpected inspirations. It’s like having a bless and a curse walking us down the lane. But, whenever you have a moment of inspiration and you start writing and it keeps flowing throughout your mind to your hand…. Yeah, that’s any amazing high to have for us writers!!!😍

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  4. J. M. Lilin says:

    It is one of my favorite moments. Being able to write and just keep on writing without barely thinking just from a single idea. You’re absolutely right on it being amazing 😅

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  5. Amen to that, J. Amen 🙏🏽. Let’s hope we can inspire people at the same moment.

    “One community, one goal. To write and to inspire!” ☺️

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  6. J. M. Lilin says:

    Amen. 👍 To writing and inspiring!

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  7. Knewt Striker says:

    True, true, and true. The writer’s world and the writers thoughts are sudden and unexpected.

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  8. Knewt Striker says:

    Amen

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  9. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you for reading, Knewt. The writer’s world is quite “unexpected” but also wonderful.

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  10. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you! I’m glad you liked it.

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  11. I did, very much!

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  12. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thanks again. I’m really grateful for your feedback.

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  13. KK says:

    Creativity at its best. Good feelings.

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  14. J. M. Lilin says:

    Very true. The best hours for inspiration. Thanks for reading!

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  15. Muralikrish says:

    Thoughts are pouring like anything at three o’clock. Grab the best. The best time to tap our mind to get involved.

    Nicely explained.👌

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  16. J. M. Lilin says:

    Truly. Any committed writer expects there best work to be inspired at the times that are unexpected.
    Thank you for reading. 😊

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  17. buddingb says:

    Loved it…
    It happens to me sometimes…
    Your writing captured those emotions beautifully… 🤗❤️👍

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  18. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you so much.💙 I did my best and I’m really glad to hear that you loved it. 😊

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  19. Patrice says:

    Never lose that Unsigned Writer, for then you will be lost.
    Beautifully written ❤
    Thank You for your 'Follow' on my Blog!!! 😀

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  20. J. M. Lilin says:

    💙You couldn’t be more right.
    Thank you, and also, my pleasure. You have some intriguing writing.

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  21. Patrice says:

    Thank you! It’s not me writing… it’s that Unsigned Writer whispering in my ear 🤗

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  22. J. M. Lilin says:

    Exactly 😄 I’m glad you’ve partnered up with the creativity and imagination.

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  23. Mike says:

    I also wake up at 2 or 3 in the morning with a mind full of story problems and plot twists. It’s a blessing and a curse.

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  24. J. M. Lilin says:

    Exactly, Mike. A blessing and a curse; I agree. I love the amazing worlds I enter at that time but I would also like some sleep. In the end though, the stories are always worth it.

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  25. Very true and a really nice post!
    Pls check out mine as well
    https://themysticwagon.wordpress.com/2020/06/29/the-ray-of-light/

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  26. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you. Thanks for the invite as well.

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  27. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thanks, Saania 💙😁

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  28. Excellent. And so say all of us! 😊👍

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  29. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you, and amen! 😊

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  30. You’re welcome.😊🙏

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  31. Amazing! I love those emotions inside your writings!

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  32. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you so much. I am much obliged. 💙

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  33. J. M. Lilin says:

    Thank you for reading and commenting 🙂

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  34. Arooba says:

    Pleasure is all mine ❤

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